今天的心情好乱,好乱。。。。
千言万语,描述不完目前的心情。
脑子里,不断一直的在想,在策略,在打算,在担忧,在。。。。。。。。
同一时间,心里哪一份恐惧,却掩盖了所有的一切。。。。
突然,好想痛痛快快的哭一场,如果哭能够解决所有问题的话,我愿意每一天都哭。。
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Unexpected Performance ...
Fooyooo......i should give a thumb up to Bank Negara , they deserved the pride for the prompt and effective respond . Never had expected such an efficient performance from them and yet they did give me a very big suprise .
That's why i say , enexpected perfomance .... !!!
ok , now let's start the story with , what makes me turned up at Bank Negara ???
It's because of my CICRIS report shown some overdue that I have due to bank because of my credit card , yet later I discovered those card i have cancelled it long long time ago , yet they still continue charging me .... what have they charged ???
let me list it out for you : -
annual fees + late charges + finance interest + government service charge
halloooo ........... i have personally step into their bank , filled up cancellation form , and cut the card infront of them and even returned them .... how the hell can they still kept charging me , opppsss.....i miss out something here , i have even went to 2 , TWO , is two , dua branch to perform the cancellation and yet they still charge me....
Gosh ... there's nothing that i can say , the only thing to say is ... the bank are the biggest blood sucker with license ????
oppsssss....almost out from the topic .... let's continue what make me praise for their efficiency . I was very lucky to served by a very proffesional officer at the customer service , he assist me by printing my latest CICRIS report , going through one by one on my finance record , listening to my situation patiently . He later passed me a complaint form to fill up on all the finance record with PROBLEM .
Oh ya !! miss out an important part , when i was at Bank Negara , it's around 12 something in the afternoon .
After i have completed all the complaint form and etc.... i left and pray hard that things will be settled ASAP ......
Fulamak ..... suprise !!! someone from one of the BANK which i have lodged in complaint called me up at 4 something the same afternoon to clarify and solve my problem for me ............ Miricles man !!!! As mentioned on the phone , i was being told that , they have received call from Bank Negara to solve my problem .
War lau eh ..... this kind of prompt respond will not happen if you were to call into the bank directly and most of the time , the phone will be engaged ... really thumb up for Bank Negara man !!!
And now , my problem have been solved ... the only words I can say is , I have found the right person and the right body to help me rather then you head towards the bank directly . Once again , thanks alot to Bank Negara in solving my hassle !!!!
That's why i say , enexpected perfomance .... !!!
ok , now let's start the story with , what makes me turned up at Bank Negara ???
It's because of my CICRIS report shown some overdue that I have due to bank because of my credit card , yet later I discovered those card i have cancelled it long long time ago , yet they still continue charging me .... what have they charged ???
let me list it out for you : -
annual fees + late charges + finance interest + government service charge
halloooo ........... i have personally step into their bank , filled up cancellation form , and cut the card infront of them and even returned them .... how the hell can they still kept charging me , opppsss.....i miss out something here , i have even went to 2 , TWO , is two , dua branch to perform the cancellation and yet they still charge me....
Gosh ... there's nothing that i can say , the only thing to say is ... the bank are the biggest blood sucker with license ????
oppsssss....almost out from the topic .... let's continue what make me praise for their efficiency . I was very lucky to served by a very proffesional officer at the customer service , he assist me by printing my latest CICRIS report , going through one by one on my finance record , listening to my situation patiently . He later passed me a complaint form to fill up on all the finance record with PROBLEM .
Oh ya !! miss out an important part , when i was at Bank Negara , it's around 12 something in the afternoon .
After i have completed all the complaint form and etc.... i left and pray hard that things will be settled ASAP ......
Fulamak ..... suprise !!! someone from one of the BANK which i have lodged in complaint called me up at 4 something the same afternoon to clarify and solve my problem for me ............ Miricles man !!!! As mentioned on the phone , i was being told that , they have received call from Bank Negara to solve my problem .
War lau eh ..... this kind of prompt respond will not happen if you were to call into the bank directly and most of the time , the phone will be engaged ... really thumb up for Bank Negara man !!!
And now , my problem have been solved ... the only words I can say is , I have found the right person and the right body to help me rather then you head towards the bank directly . Once again , thanks alot to Bank Negara in solving my hassle !!!!
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Thursday, December 23, 2010
中国人的一句名言 ..
人善被人欺 ...对于这一句话,你认同多少???
善良的对待,被似为容易欺负 ,
善良这一套, 他人不受...那就就受苦吧 !!!
现在我,渐渐的学会反击...
凶,我也会,甚至还可以做得很好,很狼...
但,这一套,他人又受得了吗 ??
不然就不要踩上头来.......
做人要适可而止 , 不要得寸进尺...
善良的对待,被似为容易欺负 ,
善良这一套, 他人不受...那就就受苦吧 !!!
现在我,渐渐的学会反击...
凶,我也会,甚至还可以做得很好,很狼...
但,这一套,他人又受得了吗 ??
不然就不要踩上头来.......
做人要适可而止 , 不要得寸进尺...
Friday, December 17, 2010
Miserable ...........
Life is so miserable .... tones of thing that you need to take care of and sort off , people around causing problem to even complicate more ..... Sometime is not that we don't want to sort it off , is just that some irresponsible people , sucking working manner people that pull you down on your work performance and work speed .
I just can't understand how can people working in this kind of manner can survive in such a competitive market .....what they want is just come to office , trying hard to squeeze their mind juice just to snake around during their work time , if it's so , is it better still if they fully utilized their time to put more effort on the work for better performance .
Shit !!!!!! i just hate all these people .....
I just can't understand how can people working in this kind of manner can survive in such a competitive market .....what they want is just come to office , trying hard to squeeze their mind juice just to snake around during their work time , if it's so , is it better still if they fully utilized their time to put more effort on the work for better performance .
Shit !!!!!! i just hate all these people .....
Monday, November 15, 2010
我的心声
There's a good phrase that being carried down by our great great grandfather ,
"活到老,学到老“ this is a great theory and it will never be outdated .
As a human being , there's always things that we need to explore everyday & experience everyday . We learned , we understand and we realized , there's where we started to realized how much things that we don't know .
Communication skill is one of the thing that all of us need to learn , how to deal with a baby ,how to communicate with a stranger , how to advice a staff , how to negotiate with a banker , how to collaborate with a lawyer or even how to speak to your parents . These are the things that i learned every day , does this happen to you too ???
"活到老,学到老“ this is a great theory and it will never be outdated .
As a human being , there's always things that we need to explore everyday & experience everyday . We learned , we understand and we realized , there's where we started to realized how much things that we don't know .
Communication skill is one of the thing that all of us need to learn , how to deal with a baby ,how to communicate with a stranger , how to advice a staff , how to negotiate with a banker , how to collaborate with a lawyer or even how to speak to your parents . These are the things that i learned every day , does this happen to you too ???
Monday, November 1, 2010
New Accomplishment
A big accomplishment , i have manage to finish reading & digesting one whole book in 1 week time , that's the fastest reading speed i have never ever had .
Should pick up even faster on the speed , so that i can manage to finish reading all my self enhancement book .
Feeling great !!!
Should pick up even faster on the speed , so that i can manage to finish reading all my self enhancement book .
Feeling great !!!
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
你期望的,你得到了,感受又如何呢??
每个人,往往心中都会有期望的存在,有些人望的很简单,可能就是一顿温饱的饭,
但有些人望的却是一间舒适的屋子,又或是拥有很多很多的钱。。。
但经验告诉我,一旦你达到你梦寐以求的期望以后, 开心和满足的心情,可能只维持一个月。。可能一个星期。。。甚至只是那短短的一天。。。
也许,明天一觉醒来,你再也没有那激情和满足的心情,它慢慢被的遗忘,慢慢的被取代,而在这一刻, 也许你心目中又开始欲望着其它更好的
也许这喜新忘旧天分,就是人类自古以来最大的本领吧??
但有些人望的却是一间舒适的屋子,又或是拥有很多很多的钱。。。
但经验告诉我,一旦你达到你梦寐以求的期望以后, 开心和满足的心情,可能只维持一个月。。可能一个星期。。。甚至只是那短短的一天。。。
也许,明天一觉醒来,你再也没有那激情和满足的心情,它慢慢被的遗忘,慢慢的被取代,而在这一刻, 也许你心目中又开始欲望着其它更好的
也许这喜新忘旧天分,就是人类自古以来最大的本领吧??
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Convocation
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Book Hunting
Crawling like a baby again
I am on my knee and hand , crawling like a baby again , struggling hard to make myself gone through the process yet continue moving forward .
Never stop enhancing , that's my principal of life . Today , i have taken up a big courage to repack my long untouch stationaries and head back to school again .
Wondering do you still remember your first day in kindergarden , when you were being tought A for Apple , B for boy , C for cat and etc ... it does not took us long to learn and memorise it , but will it does the same after 27 years ?? i can bet with you , the answer is "NO" .
What am i up for ?? An extra language ,Korean .... why ?? as i mentioned , it's meant for self-enhancement. I always dreamt of empowering myself with extra languages ability , and i vouch that it helps me in anyway .
Anyhow , no harm gaining extra knowledge other then sacrificing time ,money & effort .
Never stop enhancing , that's my principal of life . Today , i have taken up a big courage to repack my long untouch stationaries and head back to school again .
Wondering do you still remember your first day in kindergarden , when you were being tought A for Apple , B for boy , C for cat and etc ... it does not took us long to learn and memorise it , but will it does the same after 27 years ?? i can bet with you , the answer is "NO" .
What am i up for ?? An extra language ,Korean .... why ?? as i mentioned , it's meant for self-enhancement. I always dreamt of empowering myself with extra languages ability , and i vouch that it helps me in anyway .
Anyhow , no harm gaining extra knowledge other then sacrificing time ,money & effort .
Thursday, October 14, 2010
New Experience
Confusions..
Life is always filled with confusions , this sigle moment you see hope , you are empower by it , the very next moment you just lost it . Can you really grab hold on every single hope that comes to you ? and how long will you hold it on ??
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Life
Life is so misserable ... the day before you , you are being thrown with happiness..
the next day , you are down with tones of unsolvable problem .
the next day , you are down with tones of unsolvable problem .
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
So So So Happy !!!!! i just feel like shouting out !!!!
Friday, September 17, 2010
Decission ..... decission & decision ...
Decissions ....... decissions ...... & decissions again .................
Every day , you have to made so many decission...
What time to wake up , what to wear , what to eat for breakfast , what to do in the office , what to have for lunch , who to meet ... and etc....till u hand yourself into bed & dream ..
Some time we have done so many decissions everyday till we don't even realised that's a decission.... How i wish my decissions are as simple as what to eat and what to wear ........ (@x@) ....
Speechless ........
Every day , you have to made so many decission...
What time to wake up , what to wear , what to eat for breakfast , what to do in the office , what to have for lunch , who to meet ... and etc....till u hand yourself into bed & dream ..
Some time we have done so many decissions everyday till we don't even realised that's a decission.... How i wish my decissions are as simple as what to eat and what to wear ........ (@x@) ....
Speechless ........
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Release .....
Does releasing really solve the problem ??
Will realeasing caused even worst disaster in the future ??
Does forgive takes away all the bad feelings in our heart ??
Will realeasing caused even worst disaster in the future ??
Does forgive takes away all the bad feelings in our heart ??
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Tiger vs. Air Asia
My once and for all , life long experience with Tiger Airway ,it's will also be my first and last with them .
Have you ever encountered with air port arrival platform which looks like a market entrance ??? If not , do try Tiger Airway Melbourne airport .... trust me , after trying it , you'll be happy and proud to have Air Asia as Malaysia's most wellknown budget airline. Beg with me , you'll never ever complaint about Air Asia anymore .
Worst still , you'll have to pay for using the trolley , have you heard of that before ?? If not , again , try Tiger Airway , they are pleasure enough to give you this experience . The best part is , they will charge you politely for AUD 25/person while you trying to check in , "IF" you over look the web check in ... again , if you are not a computer savy , u HAVE TO PAY !!!! For all the computer idiot or the elderly people that have negative idea about computer , too bad, you got to pay .....
Finally , the most fantastic part is , when you walk over to get some idea from the staff how to do the web check in , the magic words just spell out " I do not know how to do it " best part ever , he continue his words with " and I will never do fly with them " ...... fulamak , thumb up man , just can't believe what i heard , is my ear problem or his speech problem ???
Lastly , don't ever complaint about our Malaysia's Air Asia , they have really done a great job among all the above mentioned . Great job to you , Air Asia !!!! Everyone can fly ....
Have you ever encountered with air port arrival platform which looks like a market entrance ??? If not , do try Tiger Airway Melbourne airport .... trust me , after trying it , you'll be happy and proud to have Air Asia as Malaysia's most wellknown budget airline. Beg with me , you'll never ever complaint about Air Asia anymore .
Worst still , you'll have to pay for using the trolley , have you heard of that before ?? If not , again , try Tiger Airway , they are pleasure enough to give you this experience . The best part is , they will charge you politely for AUD 25/person while you trying to check in , "IF" you over look the web check in ... again , if you are not a computer savy , u HAVE TO PAY !!!! For all the computer idiot or the elderly people that have negative idea about computer , too bad, you got to pay .....
Finally , the most fantastic part is , when you walk over to get some idea from the staff how to do the web check in , the magic words just spell out " I do not know how to do it " best part ever , he continue his words with " and I will never do fly with them " ...... fulamak , thumb up man , just can't believe what i heard , is my ear problem or his speech problem ???
Lastly , don't ever complaint about our Malaysia's Air Asia , they have really done a great job among all the above mentioned . Great job to you , Air Asia !!!! Everyone can fly ....
Monday, August 30, 2010
My 1st handmade snowman...
Friday, August 27, 2010
Lets Start with Melbourne City (Day1)
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Australia Trip Begin with this ...... 20-8-10
Sunday, August 15, 2010
What does travelling meant to u ??
Travelling should be a good thing that everyone dreamt of , but why don't i feel so ?
Planning the trip is so exhausted , so tiring , even more tension that working. I rather work , so that it does not cramp up my brain .
Planning the trip is so exhausted , so tiring , even more tension that working. I rather work , so that it does not cramp up my brain .
Friday, August 13, 2010
Friday again .......
haii........ it's Friday , to everyone , it's their happiest day cos can have a great weekend break .
As for me , again i am alone in the office , still thinking of where to go and what to have for dinner . Shit !!! just hate it !!!
As for me , again i am alone in the office , still thinking of where to go and what to have for dinner . Shit !!! just hate it !!!
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Part 3 coming ...
ok . i stopped at the postman part rite ??
Here comes the story of a kampung girl surviving in the big city of KL , how did i survive ?? How much do i need to survive ???
Remembered there were once , my mum's fren , a Japan lady , she happen to met me when she drop by to our place,got to know that i have just came to KL, doing nothing yet but the part time property course (which is only like 3 days a week 3 hours at nite) , she offered me to take care of her cat at her house. hahah... sounds weird har , but that time , don't care la ,as long as ada extra income ,who cares bela kuching kar , bela anjing kar , or even bela dinasours , RM 30 everytime visit to me already is an extra when i don't even have a penny of income at that time , buying stamp also cost me alot already ;p
Cat shits , cat urine...gosh...damn smelly man , what to do , no money apa pun got to do la , not to mentioned yet , all those cats are so FAT till lazy to walk , even food also got to serve till infront of them than only eat , the food that they are consuming i guess are much more expensive than my meal. opss...miss out something here , total 3 FAT cats ....But i only manage to earn this RM30 / visit only when she call me for a need.
After a while,around about 2-3 months later , this Japan lady even offered me a job to work in her office as an admin girl every 3-4days a week ( from 6pm - 10.30pm)in Jalan Telawi , Bangsar , just to serve her Japanese client when they come over for English lesson. I was being asked to serve them for tea when they come , call those so call students up to remind on classes , collect monthly fees and so on. Nothing much to do actually , but again another extra income , so I don't mind doing it . Sometime i even have to work during the weekend , still ok for me , when i don't have dates and don't have much fren here in KL.
There's where the place where i started learning , " Watashiwa Sharon San " "Watashiwa Malaysia Jin " and lots more , but now fully return all back ..haha..
Remember there were once , when i was walking back home after my weekend work , around 4pm , just because I wanted to save my RM 1 from not taking a bus back home , i decided to walk back home , who knows the heavy rain poured down on me in such a suddent , i was with high heel , short skirt , no umbrella and the worst thing is , all the way back from Jalan Maarof to Jalan Bangkung , tak ada shade at all la , not even a tree for me to hide , so no choice , i got to keep walking and half running , run pass a few traffic lights - gosh yet i have to stand there waiting for the green ligh to turn red so that i can run accross the road , so damn paiseh man , all those car that passby me are big benz,mercedez and etc... but i was lucky to have a big benz stopped and let me walk across . It was kind of him .
Best part is , when i reached home , everything was soke wet , even my bra and penty :) just because i wanted to save my RM1 . At that time , every penny to me counts . That's the way i can keep more money for my STAMP .
The admin life lasted for nearly a year . Of cos during that period of time , i did do some tinny little part time job , as i mentioned what ever i can earn money , i will go for it .
Miss out something very important here,i was being paid RM3.50/hour that time as an admin girl.Sometime when they need me for just 2 hours, and only being paid RM7,that's why saving every sigle cent to me are very very important mission . Just can't imagine at that time i was only worth RM3.50/hour ...sighn....
Full stop for now on the first job ... be patient ya . got to head back for work now .
Here comes the story of a kampung girl surviving in the big city of KL , how did i survive ?? How much do i need to survive ???
Remembered there were once , my mum's fren , a Japan lady , she happen to met me when she drop by to our place,got to know that i have just came to KL, doing nothing yet but the part time property course (which is only like 3 days a week 3 hours at nite) , she offered me to take care of her cat at her house. hahah... sounds weird har , but that time , don't care la ,as long as ada extra income ,who cares bela kuching kar , bela anjing kar , or even bela dinasours , RM 30 everytime visit to me already is an extra when i don't even have a penny of income at that time , buying stamp also cost me alot already ;p
Cat shits , cat urine...gosh...damn smelly man , what to do , no money apa pun got to do la , not to mentioned yet , all those cats are so FAT till lazy to walk , even food also got to serve till infront of them than only eat , the food that they are consuming i guess are much more expensive than my meal. opss...miss out something here , total 3 FAT cats ....But i only manage to earn this RM30 / visit only when she call me for a need.
After a while,around about 2-3 months later , this Japan lady even offered me a job to work in her office as an admin girl every 3-4days a week ( from 6pm - 10.30pm)in Jalan Telawi , Bangsar , just to serve her Japanese client when they come over for English lesson. I was being asked to serve them for tea when they come , call those so call students up to remind on classes , collect monthly fees and so on. Nothing much to do actually , but again another extra income , so I don't mind doing it . Sometime i even have to work during the weekend , still ok for me , when i don't have dates and don't have much fren here in KL.
There's where the place where i started learning , " Watashiwa Sharon San " "Watashiwa Malaysia Jin " and lots more , but now fully return all back ..haha..
Remember there were once , when i was walking back home after my weekend work , around 4pm , just because I wanted to save my RM 1 from not taking a bus back home , i decided to walk back home , who knows the heavy rain poured down on me in such a suddent , i was with high heel , short skirt , no umbrella and the worst thing is , all the way back from Jalan Maarof to Jalan Bangkung , tak ada shade at all la , not even a tree for me to hide , so no choice , i got to keep walking and half running , run pass a few traffic lights - gosh yet i have to stand there waiting for the green ligh to turn red so that i can run accross the road , so damn paiseh man , all those car that passby me are big benz,mercedez and etc... but i was lucky to have a big benz stopped and let me walk across . It was kind of him .
Best part is , when i reached home , everything was soke wet , even my bra and penty :) just because i wanted to save my RM1 . At that time , every penny to me counts . That's the way i can keep more money for my STAMP .
The admin life lasted for nearly a year . Of cos during that period of time , i did do some tinny little part time job , as i mentioned what ever i can earn money , i will go for it .
Miss out something very important here,i was being paid RM3.50/hour that time as an admin girl.Sometime when they need me for just 2 hours, and only being paid RM7,that's why saving every sigle cent to me are very very important mission . Just can't imagine at that time i was only worth RM3.50/hour ...sighn....
Full stop for now on the first job ... be patient ya . got to head back for work now .
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
2010 Target , ACHIEVED yes !!!
Even though there are still 4 more months to go before the year 2010 end , i guess i have accomplised all my plan for the year ....
Now have to really brain squeeze for 2011 plan before the year comes. Just can't wait to see what i can achieved further for year 2011 , but idea sudah ada la :)
Can't tell first till i have it drafted out .
Now have to really brain squeeze for 2011 plan before the year comes. Just can't wait to see what i can achieved further for year 2011 , but idea sudah ada la :)
Can't tell first till i have it drafted out .
Movie time ....relax ...
Here comes Part 2
Where did i stopped ?? i guess laddy bird ( old crack mini cooper ) , yeah , it's old . This companionship of mine , keep me accompanied to my so called part time property course at PJ New Town , to my sister office at Puchong LDP , still remember that time , LDP was in Construction , that was like 12 years ago when i first came to KL , the whole Puchong was like a mine land , nothing at all ... today's puchong is like a small township itself , i saw it grow as i was growing together with it too .
Talking about the car , I have a good fren of mine ( my pillow and thunder storm bed mate from kampung ) with the name of Natalie , i still remembered i took her together with that "laddy bird" of mine , aiyooo.... she has been screaming with shock when i was driving at one of the main road at Bangsar , guess she scare i lost control on the car ...hahah.... till now , she still reminds me every now and then .But don't worry , now VERRY PRO DE ..... YES !!!!
To save money , i used to tapao nasi lemak from the opposite primary school , cheap ma some more so big packet . I used to split it into 2 portion , 1 for my breakfast and another portion for my lunch , dinner wait for mum , see whether she come back early , if it's early then i will get my dinner from her , if not , got to "yak ji gei" de ...think i miss out something here . I was staying with my mum at Bangsar together with Aunty Vivian , sharing the room with my sis and another fren of hers.
To be frank , no privacy at all at that time , not even a quiet corner .
But i was lucky , i still have 2 penpal with me , of cos one of them is my good fren (Natalie), she was still in Taiping , and i write to her very often , almost 3 letters a week , so does she in return . ehmm.... i guess this part should come first before the "laddy bird "ride cos at that time , she is already here in KL .
Opss ....so please rewind back while reading ya .... malas nak taip balik la ....
Remember i mentioned i have 2 penpal , which is another important one that have also accompanied me through out those lonely life in KL ,we do write nearly 4 letters each too a week , the letters are my companionship .... at that time , the person who i love most is the POSTMAN , hahaha.....i will stand infront of the letter box everyday to spy for the postman , of cos is for my letter , ehm tong for him mer , rite ??? ;p
ok ....enough for today ... stop here at the letter part .... got to hit for the bed
Talking about the car , I have a good fren of mine ( my pillow and thunder storm bed mate from kampung ) with the name of Natalie , i still remembered i took her together with that "laddy bird" of mine , aiyooo.... she has been screaming with shock when i was driving at one of the main road at Bangsar , guess she scare i lost control on the car ...hahah.... till now , she still reminds me every now and then .But don't worry , now VERRY PRO DE ..... YES !!!!
To save money , i used to tapao nasi lemak from the opposite primary school , cheap ma some more so big packet . I used to split it into 2 portion , 1 for my breakfast and another portion for my lunch , dinner wait for mum , see whether she come back early , if it's early then i will get my dinner from her , if not , got to "yak ji gei" de ...think i miss out something here . I was staying with my mum at Bangsar together with Aunty Vivian , sharing the room with my sis and another fren of hers.
To be frank , no privacy at all at that time , not even a quiet corner .
But i was lucky , i still have 2 penpal with me , of cos one of them is my good fren (Natalie), she was still in Taiping , and i write to her very often , almost 3 letters a week , so does she in return . ehmm.... i guess this part should come first before the "laddy bird "ride cos at that time , she is already here in KL .
Opss ....so please rewind back while reading ya .... malas nak taip balik la ....
Remember i mentioned i have 2 penpal , which is another important one that have also accompanied me through out those lonely life in KL ,we do write nearly 4 letters each too a week , the letters are my companionship .... at that time , the person who i love most is the POSTMAN , hahaha.....i will stand infront of the letter box everyday to spy for the postman , of cos is for my letter , ehm tong for him mer , rite ??? ;p
ok ....enough for today ... stop here at the letter part .... got to hit for the bed
Memory Flash Back On The Journey ( Part 1 )
Lately , saw a few young man , the kind of asked me how did i manage to have today's business and getting interest into my past , my memories just flashed back suddently to the day where i have nothing at all ..... 1998 .....
It's has been a long long time , i have not took my silent time out to really recall back how did i manage to start up something to everything today with nothing ....
I came out from nothing , no good education background , no diploma , no degree , nothing much .... but thanks to Malaysia Government to provide us at least FREE education for the past 18 years ... there's where my education life ended .Did picked up some loose course but it all didn't turn up fruitfully , partly are because I have not much interest in it and also with limited financial support .
Still remember ICQ & TM Dial Up generation ???? When most of my "WELL" doing freind has their own PC at home , playing around with ICQ and so on ... I , a complete negative idea on what this people doing with the PC , not only so , don't even have a PC at home . Every time when watching friends exploring with their Computer , i don't even dare to walk close , worry will spoilt their PC and can't afford to pay back .... sigh har .....
1998 , a fresh Taiping Kampung Girl , step up to a big city called Kuala Lumpur . Gained her driving license long long time ago from home town , but no opportunity to drive at all .. reason behind .. no car lor ...... My first drive , in Bangsar Kuala Lumpur , thanks to the " Laddy Bird " ( a red old crock mini cooper , painted with red and black color spot , by my aunt - Vivian Chuah ) only i have the chance to drive ;p .....
Imagine , a red spot old crock mini cooper wooowing around in Bangsar area Jalan Telawi lagi man , fulamak with all those funcky rich youngster wondering around the pup area , paisehnya (>.<) but what to do , I'm not from one of them , so have to accept the truth , that time , i wasn't emberrase yet i feel happy that i have a car to drive with ....finally .............I HAVE A CAR & I CAN DRIVE .........
ok !!!! Let's put a stop to the part 1 for a kampung freshy to regain the
writing power again after her dinner .... check me out later for the part 2 ,
see whether this kampung girl got into trouble with her cute little laddy bird ..
It's has been a long long time , i have not took my silent time out to really recall back how did i manage to start up something to everything today with nothing ....
I came out from nothing , no good education background , no diploma , no degree , nothing much .... but thanks to Malaysia Government to provide us at least FREE education for the past 18 years ... there's where my education life ended .Did picked up some loose course but it all didn't turn up fruitfully , partly are because I have not much interest in it and also with limited financial support .
Still remember ICQ & TM Dial Up generation ???? When most of my "WELL" doing freind has their own PC at home , playing around with ICQ and so on ... I , a complete negative idea on what this people doing with the PC , not only so , don't even have a PC at home . Every time when watching friends exploring with their Computer , i don't even dare to walk close , worry will spoilt their PC and can't afford to pay back .... sigh har .....
1998 , a fresh Taiping Kampung Girl , step up to a big city called Kuala Lumpur . Gained her driving license long long time ago from home town , but no opportunity to drive at all .. reason behind .. no car lor ...... My first drive , in Bangsar Kuala Lumpur , thanks to the " Laddy Bird " ( a red old crock mini cooper , painted with red and black color spot , by my aunt - Vivian Chuah ) only i have the chance to drive ;p .....
Imagine , a red spot old crock mini cooper wooowing around in Bangsar area Jalan Telawi lagi man , fulamak with all those funcky rich youngster wondering around the pup area , paisehnya (>.<) but what to do , I'm not from one of them , so have to accept the truth , that time , i wasn't emberrase yet i feel happy that i have a car to drive with ....finally .............I HAVE A CAR & I CAN DRIVE .........
ok !!!! Let's put a stop to the part 1 for a kampung freshy to regain the
writing power again after her dinner .... check me out later for the part 2 ,
see whether this kampung girl got into trouble with her cute little laddy bird ..
Monday, August 9, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Stubborn people with stubborn attitute
Sometime , some human being tense to live stubbornly , they ALWAYS think that they are right , the decission that they made are right , the things that they see are right yet others are always wrong .
When ever problem happen , they kind of pushing the responsibility on others before thinking or even clarifying .
Is this what people normally name as REAL MAN MANNER ??
When ever problem happen , they kind of pushing the responsibility on others before thinking or even clarifying .
Is this what people normally name as REAL MAN MANNER ??
Friday, July 30, 2010
失眠之记。。
刚动完手术的那段期间,精神再怎么撑都撑不过凌晨 12 点,脑袋就如灰姑娘一样,凌晨 12 点 就得交差,如当了机一样。
但,现在却又迟迟不能入眠 ,都已经三天没睡觉了, 但还是睡不着。。。
反复无常,该怎么办呢 ?
真希望现在有安眠药, 好让我一觉睡到天亮 。。
但,现在却又迟迟不能入眠 ,都已经三天没睡觉了, 但还是睡不着。。。
反复无常,该怎么办呢 ?
真希望现在有安眠药, 好让我一觉睡到天亮 。。
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Sleepless nite (>.<)
12.00am .....1.00am......2.30am......4.00am.......5.30am....
gosh !!! i still can't sleep , it's nearly wake up time for others ..
HELP !!!!!!!!
gosh !!! i still can't sleep , it's nearly wake up time for others ..
HELP !!!!!!!!
I have hurt my most precious thing
Monday, July 26, 2010
在你最虚弱的时候,你会想起谁 ?
虚弱这字眼如今套在自己身上,是最佳不得的用词。。
在别人眼里,我永远是个强者。
不会允许有软弱的一天, 或一刻。。。
现时生活中,又有谁真正知道,你也有脆弱的时候,也有需要被关心的时候 ?
在你倒下时,别人只认为,她可以的, 她很坚强的, 她会没事的。。
其实,内心里多么的希望有个人,可以来依靠。。
而切,这一倒,需要很长很长的时间才能站起来。。。。
在别人眼里,我永远是个强者。
不会允许有软弱的一天, 或一刻。。。
现时生活中,又有谁真正知道,你也有脆弱的时候,也有需要被关心的时候 ?
在你倒下时,别人只认为,她可以的, 她很坚强的, 她会没事的。。
其实,内心里多么的希望有个人,可以来依靠。。
而切,这一倒,需要很长很长的时间才能站起来。。。。
Starting A New Life ....
Learning to start a new life is like starting a new school life all over again from kindergarden ....
How many people has the courage to walk through the path again ???
From ZERO ?????
Will that be the biggest challenge of life ???
How many people has the courage to walk through the path again ???
From ZERO ?????
Will that be the biggest challenge of life ???
Saturday, July 24, 2010
Random.........
Does your life looks like mine ???
Wake up , work , sleep ....
and again wake up , work , sleep ............
and again and again and again ????????????
I need some spice >.<
Wake up , work , sleep ....
and again wake up , work , sleep ............
and again and again and again ????????????
I need some spice >.<
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Browsing for Info
Numbness , dizziness , burning feel ................ it's so frustrated (>.<)
Browse through the internet , hunting for side effect after ablation , manage to found some cases which have the symptoms as i am suffering , luckily there are still similar cases , at least i am normal .... some say too much medical liquid in the body that caused the side effect , some say anxiousty caused the problem , some even say the catheter insertion is the one that hurt the nerve which caused the numbness ......
WHO TO TRUST ???????????
This heart sickness has caused me so much anxious & frustration ........ :(
Browse through the internet , hunting for side effect after ablation , manage to found some cases which have the symptoms as i am suffering , luckily there are still similar cases , at least i am normal .... some say too much medical liquid in the body that caused the side effect , some say anxiousty caused the problem , some even say the catheter insertion is the one that hurt the nerve which caused the numbness ......
WHO TO TRUST ???????????
This heart sickness has caused me so much anxious & frustration ........ :(
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Health Concept
I have not realised how healthy i was before , untill i notice how sick i am now .....
Feeling sick and weak is making me mad and frustrated ....
The desire , intention and creative ideas that wondering all over my mind were all faused to hold back just because of my health .....
如今可深深地体会到,什么是有心无力的意识。。。。。
老人家有一句话说得对,年轻时用健康买金钱,老时却得用金钱买回健康 ,如今的我不可不认同这一句老土的名言。。。。。。
Feeling sick and weak is making me mad and frustrated ....
The desire , intention and creative ideas that wondering all over my mind were all faused to hold back just because of my health .....
如今可深深地体会到,什么是有心无力的意识。。。。。
老人家有一句话说得对,年轻时用健康买金钱,老时却得用金钱买回健康 ,如今的我不可不认同这一句老土的名言。。。。。。
Monday, July 12, 2010
Feelings ..
I like the feeling of learning something new everyday , it makes me feel how tinny i am .....
Sunday, July 11, 2010
Self Enhancement tools
Giving ....
If you want something , first learn how to give it away .
One of the good phrase that I have learned from Rich Dad & Poor Dad's Book .
Rich Dad always says to Robert : -
" If you want money , you first give money away "
The more you give , the more you will get in return .
If you are stringy & in giving , the less you will get in return .
People will act the same stringy way back to you .
So , don't be stringy to give , & don't be too calculative , be generous ...
Eventually , people will be threating you back with the way you threat them .....
One of the good phrase that I have learned from Rich Dad & Poor Dad's Book .
Rich Dad always says to Robert : -
" If you want money , you first give money away "
The more you give , the more you will get in return .
If you are stringy & in giving , the less you will get in return .
People will act the same stringy way back to you .
So , don't be stringy to give , & don't be too calculative , be generous ...
Eventually , people will be threating you back with the way you threat them .....
Emotion Of The Day ..........
It's hard some time when working together with people in a complete different direction .
They would eventually become your 绊脚石( meaning distruction ) 。。。。
Getting ways to change thier mindset is even harder ,
the best way is to change your own direction in your own empire .....
They would eventually become your 绊脚石( meaning distruction ) 。。。。
Getting ways to change thier mindset is even harder ,
the best way is to change your own direction in your own empire .....
Thursday, July 8, 2010
Back to the Hospital again ....
Continuos Chest pain & short of breath after the ablation made me worry even more .......
is this normal ??? or symptoms abnormal ???
The doctor need me to go back and see him even though my appoitment with him is one month later ..... ECG done , check up done , was lucky everything was ok , those discomfort was caused by the internal wound . Medication given , lucky everything still ok .
Just so worry that a past maker got to be done .......... relief when the doctor said i do not need it ....fuuuuuuu............
Can feel deeply now , how important health meant for all of us....
is this normal ??? or symptoms abnormal ???
The doctor need me to go back and see him even though my appoitment with him is one month later ..... ECG done , check up done , was lucky everything was ok , those discomfort was caused by the internal wound . Medication given , lucky everything still ok .
Just so worry that a past maker got to be done .......... relief when the doctor said i do not need it ....fuuuuuuu............
Can feel deeply now , how important health meant for all of us....
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
A Good Phrase That Click My Mind Today !!
"We've met the enermy , and he is us !!! " -a theory that i learned from a book
Even though it's a simple theory , but how many of us understand this simple theory ???
Even though it's a simple theory , but how many of us understand this simple theory ???
Sunday, July 4, 2010
创业的心声
在创业这十一年以来,说长不长,说短不短,这一路走来,所面对的问题,吃的苦,不是一言两语可以形容得出来的。。。
创业容易,守业难,这都是一般人无时无刻挂在嘴边说的名言,对我而言根本起不了任何的化学作用。 不过,一旦自己半只脚踏进这圈子后,却深深的明白这道理的存在意义。。。。
在创业的身怀里,有着种种的酸甜苦辣,都得承受下来,原因很简单,因为决定一旦做了,只有把所有的后路一一斩断才能一心一意的向前冲,就连累的资格都没有。。
创业其实需要大量的热情和热爱,不止如此,还需要很长的耐力,只因它会是一条很长很长的长跑。所以奉劝打算创业的朋友们,做好心理准备。。。。。
创业容易,守业难,这都是一般人无时无刻挂在嘴边说的名言,对我而言根本起不了任何的化学作用。 不过,一旦自己半只脚踏进这圈子后,却深深的明白这道理的存在意义。。。。
在创业的身怀里,有着种种的酸甜苦辣,都得承受下来,原因很简单,因为决定一旦做了,只有把所有的后路一一斩断才能一心一意的向前冲,就连累的资格都没有。。
创业其实需要大量的热情和热爱,不止如此,还需要很长的耐力,只因它会是一条很长很长的长跑。所以奉劝打算创业的朋友们,做好心理准备。。。。。
My Sunday Morning
This is how my Sunday morning looks like ........ cloudy , dark & abit of morning cold .......
but it's still not too bad for reading , for my self enhancement as i always does and likes ......
Can you see KLCC ???? while i was taking this photo , standing at the balcony , the wind was so strong as if it's blowing me away......it's so scary ...
Sharon is Me & ; I m Sharon: 感言 ....
Sharon is Me & ; I m Sharon: 感言 ....: "在开刀后的这一段日子,体会到人间有情,因为这一次的不幸,让我深深的体会到存在的价值。。 家人,朋友和同事都奉献出爱心和关怀。。。。真的令我很感动。。谢谢你们!!!"
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Sharon is Me & ; I m Sharon: Preparation For SJMC admittion .... Rediofrequency...
Sharon is Me & ; I m Sharon: Preparation For SJMC admittion .... Rediofrequency...: "1/7/10 , the date my cardiology doctor arranged for my admittion to get my heart fixed . No matter how worry i am , how scare i am , i stil..."
Friday, July 2, 2010
The Day Of Relief
Finally , all the stress & worries have turn to a relief ...... There's only one tought in mind , must treasure every single day and understanding the theory , tomorrow is a bonus for everyone of us . Last but not least , thanks to the technology , it cure the sickness fast with less pain , in addition , it recover sicnificantly , provided if you don't look into the bill .... ;p
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Preparation For SJMC admittion .... Rediofrequency Ablation
1/7/10 , the date my cardiology doctor arranged for my admittion to get my heart fixed .
No matter how worry i am , how scare i am , i still have to go through it and get my engine fixed .
No matter how worry i am , how scare i am , i still have to go through it and get my engine fixed .
Monday, June 28, 2010
Suprise Birthday Party 28-6-10 ( KL - Chili Padi )
A sincere thanks for to my mum for giving me a memorable night , even though she is not telanted in acting , but she have done her best . Family members , cousins , ex ex ex collugue , current staff and secondary schoolmate attended the party . Infect mum was the party planner .
The most suprise moment was when B.Hoon (my best friend) came in with a bouquet of flower , it was so shocking to see her appereance . Suprise does not end there , they even invited another best friend of mine (Soo Bee ) here , all the way from Nilai .
Gossshhhhh......so many suprise in a night . That's what i mean , the lesser I expect , the more Bonus I am getting .
Thanks mum and thanks everyone for making the night so happening .... ^_^
My Theory Of Life ^_^
No expectation , No disappointment , If Something turn up unexpectedly , it's BONUS ......
( that's the theory of life i have learned 4 years ago )
( that's the theory of life i have learned 4 years ago )