好复杂的心情 。。。

心情好乱。。。
虽然不是跟自己有关的事，但为何心情都会那么的乱。。

能知不能讲。。。
不如不知。。。。。。

Life is like a piece of art

Life is like a piece of art ...
An art that being created and designed ONLY by "U" , yourself .
Everyone has their own piece unique of art .. it will never be a complete piece until the day we die ..

When the time comes , that completed piece of art then starts to worth " something "
or should i say priceless ...

Sometime , or ALWAYS , people does not tense to treasure things that they have , people that love them or they loves ... they will ONLY realized it only when it's gone .. then they starts to feel regret , and regretted .....

This is real life , and this is the sickness that every single human being is infecting... is there any cure for it ???

The Entire March ....

It has been a long long time i have not wrote on you ....
The entire March can consider as the most productive month for me since 2011 started .

Ok, lets review back what i have done .....

1st : -
5/3/2011 , my dearest cousin sister's 21st birthday , where we had the party ??? ( Red Box - Puchong IOI Mall ) , follow me to , I'll show you what happen during the
entire evening ..... of cos only photos that i can show ..... :)



This is how the room deco looks like ... lets see what we have next ....ehmmm...




This is with guest in it ..... xiixix...... ^_^



Here come the cake cutting time , with the R&B style Birthday songs ....

贪得无念。。。

人是贪心的，也不会去感激和珍惜目前所拥有的，
原因很简单，因为他们得来容易，所以永不珍惜，
诺是他人清醒时，就真的来不及了。。。

心里面有千言万语，说不出口，
太多的难过，太多的伤感， 太多的心事，太多解决不了的难题。。。
结果，眼泪已经帮我选择了发泄的方式。。。

其实，当你看到别人脸上的笑容时，
也许他内心里在流着血，在痛着，在哭着。。。
为了不让伤痛继续蔓延，他选择了已笑而过。。。。

Forken & IT Comp Annual Dinner 2011

The Lodge Paradize - KL



I have so much thoughts during the whole nite , can't really gather all of them into proper piece ....

婚姻。。

结了婚，注了册，“他”永远就是你的吗？？
你这一辈子就能拥有“他”吗？？？
这天真的想法，曾经何时我也有过，
但也不知何时，我也逐渐从这天真的念头里苏醒过来了，
目前的想法，只为那些还曾迷在这念头里的人感到可怜和可悲。。。。。

“他”要是你的，就算不结婚，不注册，“他”的心永远都是属于你的，
如心不在你那里，要他的躯体，得不到“他”的灵魂，
结了婚，注了册，那又如何？？？
那张注册纸，还不如一张废纸。。。
这道理又有多少人明白呢？？？

有些人，有些事 。。。

有些事，你错过了，就错过了，
永远都没有办法再去弥补。。。。。

有些人，犯错了，就是犯错了，
这一辈子都无可原谅 。。。。。。。
最不可原谅的，不过与他根本不懂自己犯错在哪里 。。。
或更严重的，就是他根本不懂自己在犯错 。。。。
这种人，就罪加一等 。。。

Sleepless .............

Again , i am sleeplesssssssss................. when can this call for an end ????
It's so tired and frustrating !!!!
My neck is like breaking apart from my body soon ,
so painful and it's there all the time ...

什么时候应该“进”， 什么时候应该“退"

近几年来，发生了很多很多的事，
无形中让我学会了，
什么时候应该“进”， 什么时候应该“退”。。。

今天，我做了一个“退”的动作，
我选择了，静静的，二话不说，提起包包，离开。。。
因为经验告诉我，这是最好的选择，
大家不用吵，不用动气，也同时不会影响我的健康。。。

最伤感的是，在你发现， 你的付出是不被重用的。。
there's no where you are being needed,
after you have offered ...

No where to be needed ..

What would you do ,
or what will appeare in your thoughts ???
when you are no where to be needed ....

The Healing Material ....

This is what i bought as my first step, (from IKEA)
as referred to what the doctor's advice and also research done from the internet ,
( to change a better pillow )
so that i can get myself healed ASAP ...
Do hope it works .

** Special thanks to my dear fren ( Ghim Lim ) , all the way from Singapore that share his experience on the pillow and also his kind offer to buy for me from Singapore ,anyhow I just can't wait to get it fixed , i have managed to got one from Malaysia IKEA .

一波未停， 一波又起

一波未停， 一波又起。。
在生意的领域里，
每一天，每一分， 每一秒，
你都得做好心理准备，面对任何一个，
突如起发的问题，
首先必备的条件，不是金钱，不是知识，也不是经验，
而是面对为题的能力。。。

There are good , there are bad ....

Finally , report is out after a long wait ....

There are some good news , there are bad news ....
Good news is , nothing VERY serious ...
Bad news is , they manage to detect the problem and the cause ...

Relieve and at the same time, hunting and finding for solutions ....
Just pray hard that it will not turn worst ..

失眠的夜晚。。。

漫长失眠的夜晚，你会做些什么？？ 脑子里想些什么？？？ 心里又有何感受？？

一天的失眠，你可以当它是荷尔蒙失调 ，
两天的失眠， 你可以当它是工作压力，生活压力，

但如果是多年的失眠呢，那又应当是什么原因？？？

漫长失眠的夜晚， 在那一张自己最熟系的床上翻来滚去，
好不容易的，等到了太阳的一线曙光，
心里好矛盾，
同一时间默默地开心，即焦虑 。。。。

开心，终于熬过了这漫长的夜晚，
焦虑，该从何找精力和体力来面对这全新的一天。。。。

这“知己”的不离不弃，或应该换个称呼。。。“缠绕” 了我好多年，
它的离去，应该会是我最大的喜悦，
但这个“它”几时才愿意，功成身退呢？？？

好痛苦。。。一点都不好受。。。。

This is where i spend my holiday's lunch , back at a peaceful and back to the nature vegetable and fish farm , a great place to hang out if u need a peace of mind .....

假期

在漫长的假期里，你会做些什么呢？？

Holiday holiday and holiday ...........
This is what people spend their year end time , clearing leave , going for vacation ,
shopping , makan-makan , jalan-jalan , and etc ....it's so boring ...

Weekend has all the while giving me a big hassle what to do , where to go , how to spend my time , what to eat and etc etc .... now here come another unexpected holiday 31/12/10 .... Malaysia won a football champion and yet i personally don't know what is the name of the game and so on .....and our PM declare another holiday for it .

Gosh .... already having problem thinking of how to spend my 2 weekend days , now another extra one .....argghhhhh..........

Don't know what to do , where to go , work again la ............
Holiday sucks !!!! I guess i will be the only one having this kind of "special sickness " ......