失眠之记。。

刚动完手术的那段期间，精神再怎么撑都撑不过凌晨 12 点，脑袋就如灰姑娘一样，凌晨 12 点 就得交差，如当了机一样。

但，现在却又迟迟不能入眠 ，都已经三天没睡觉了， 但还是睡不着。。。

反复无常，该怎么办呢 ？
真希望现在有安眠药， 好让我一觉睡到天亮 。。

Sleepless nite (>.<)

12.00am .....1.00am......2.30am......4.00am.......5.30am....
gosh !!! i still can't sleep , it's nearly wake up time for others ..

HELP !!!!!!!!

I have hurt my most precious thing

It has been a bad day for me , i have hurt my most precious thing ..... gosh !!!
How long does it take for me to regain it back ???

Sighn >.<

在你最虚弱的时候，你会想起谁 ？

虚弱这字眼如今套在自己身上，是最佳不得的用词。。
在别人眼里，我永远是个强者。
不会允许有软弱的一天， 或一刻。。。

现时生活中，又有谁真正知道，你也有脆弱的时候，也有需要被关心的时候 ？
在你倒下时，别人只认为，她可以的， 她很坚强的， 她会没事的。。

其实，内心里多么的希望有个人，可以来依靠。。
而切，这一倒，需要很长很长的时间才能站起来。。。。

Starting A New Life ....

Learning to start a new life is like starting a new school life all over again from kindergarden ....

How many people has the courage to walk through the path again ???
From ZERO ?????

Will that be the biggest challenge of life ???

Random.........

Does your life looks like mine ???

Wake up , work , sleep ....
and again wake up , work , sleep ............
and again and again and again ????????????

I need some spice >.<

Browsing for Info

Numbness , dizziness , burning feel ................ it's so frustrated (>.<)

Browse through the internet , hunting for side effect after ablation , manage to found some cases which have the symptoms as i am suffering , luckily there are still similar cases , at least i am normal .... some say too much medical liquid in the body that caused the side effect , some say anxiousty caused the problem , some even say the catheter insertion is the one that hurt the nerve which caused the numbness ......

WHO TO TRUST ???????????

This heart sickness has caused me so much anxious & frustration ........ :(

What do u have in mind when u are sick ?

Health Concept

I have not realised how healthy i was before , untill i notice how sick i am now .....

Feeling sick and weak is making me mad and frustrated ....
The desire , intention and creative ideas that wondering all over my mind were all faused to hold back just because of my health .....

如今可深深地体会到，什么是有心无力的意识。。。。。
老人家有一句话说得对，年轻时用健康买金钱，老时却得用金钱买回健康 ，如今的我不可不认同这一句老土的名言。。。。。。

Feelings ..

I like the feeling of learning something new everyday , it makes me feel how tinny i am .....

Self Enhancement tools

Lately , I have spent most of my abaltion recovery time with these buddies , they have given me lots of insparation , no matter

" emotionally , mentally & most importantly technically .....

Giving ....

If you want something , first learn how to give it away .

One of the good phrase that I have learned from Rich Dad & Poor Dad's Book .
Rich Dad always says to Robert : -
" If you want money , you first give money away "

The more you give , the more you will get in return .
If you are stringy & in giving , the less you will get in return .
People will act the same stringy way back to you .

So , don't be stringy to give , & don't be too calculative , be generous ...
Eventually , people will be threating you back with the way you threat them .....

Emotion Of The Day ..........

It's hard some time when working together with people in a complete different direction .

They would eventually become your 绊脚石( meaning distruction ) 。。。。
Getting ways to change thier mindset is even harder ,
the best way is to change your own direction in your own empire .....

Back to the Hospital again ....

Continuos Chest pain & short of breath after the ablation made me worry even more .......
is this normal ??? or symptoms abnormal ???

The doctor need me to go back and see him even though my appoitment with him is one month later ..... ECG done , check up done , was lucky everything was ok , those discomfort was caused by the internal wound . Medication given , lucky everything still ok .

Just so worry that a past maker got to be done .......... relief when the doctor said i do not need it ....fuuuuuuu............

Can feel deeply now , how important health meant for all of us....

A Good Phrase That Click My Mind Today !!

"We've met the enermy , and he is us !!! " -a theory that i learned from a book

Even though it's a simple theory , but how many of us understand this simple theory ???

创业的心声

在创业这十一年以来，说长不长，说短不短，这一路走来，所面对的问题，吃的苦，不是一言两语可以形容得出来的。。。

创业容易，守业难，这都是一般人无时无刻挂在嘴边说的名言，对我而言根本起不了任何的化学作用。 不过，一旦自己半只脚踏进这圈子后，却深深的明白这道理的存在意义。。。。

在创业的身怀里，有着种种的酸甜苦辣，都得承受下来，原因很简单，因为决定一旦做了，只有把所有的后路一一斩断才能一心一意的向前冲，就连累的资格都没有。。

创业其实需要大量的热情和热爱，不止如此，还需要很长的耐力，只因它会是一条很长很长的长跑。所以奉劝打算创业的朋友们，做好心理准备。。。。。

My Sunday Morning

This is how my Sunday morning looks like ........ cloudy , dark & abit of morning cold .......

but it's still not too bad for reading , for my self enhancement as i always does and likes ......

Can you see KLCC ???? while i was taking this photo , standing at the balcony , the wind was so strong as if it's blowing me away......it's so scary ...

Sharon is Me & ; I m Sharon: 感言 ....

Sharon is Me & ; I m Sharon: 感言 ....: "在开刀后的这一段日子，体会到人间有情,因为这一次的不幸，让我深深的体会到存在的价值。。 家人，朋友和同事都奉献出爱心和关怀。。。。真的令我很感动。。谢谢你们！！！"

感言 ....

在开刀后的这一段日子，体会到人间有情,因为这一次的不幸，让我深深的体会到存在的价值。。
家人，朋友和同事都奉献出爱心和关怀。。。。真的令我很感动。。谢谢你们！！！

Sharon is Me & ; I m Sharon: Preparation For SJMC admittion .... Rediofrequency...

Sharon is Me & ; I m Sharon: Preparation For SJMC admittion .... Rediofrequency...: "1/7/10 , the date my cardiology doctor arranged for my admittion to get my heart fixed . No matter how worry i am , how scare i am , i stil..."

The Day Of Relief

Finally , all the stress & worries have turn to a relief ...... There's only one tought in mind , must treasure every single day and understanding the theory , tomorrow is a bonus for everyone of us . Last but not least , thanks to the technology , it cure the sickness fast with less pain , in addition , it recover sicnificantly , provided if you don't look into the bill .... ;p